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Saturday, December 5, 2009

7:04 PM

Hasnt been doing much since exams ended. Life seems, useless now. I wanted to do calculus today (dont roll eyes at me, I'm trying to prepare myself for next sem) but of cos, it ended up as me slacking the whole day and with a freaking headache too.

Supposed to go tanning with yijie tomorrow but something came up. HAHA. So end up, I'm going to town with isabella. Need to shop for alot of stuff. No. 1 on the list: cui clothes. Lol. And that reminds me, a conversation I had with Isabella recently.
We just dont understand what's with the stereotype that science people can't dress up. If there're sci ppl who wants to dress up, why do others have to interfere and think they're attention seeking. If FASS dress up, it's normal. Do science people study so hard that their brain gone bonkers? Aren't FASS and science all people in university. Sharon (my ex-colleague) was unhappy about this too. And we were telling each other what ridiculous reactions our friends had to our dressing to school.

But hold on, our dressing were ridiculous, like what I saw from this girl, who wore a prom-like dress to lecture. Isabella said she wore a satin dress to school and her friends asked her if she's going to prom. Hello people, satin dress DOES NOT equal to prom dress, it depends on the designs. YOU ALL RETARDS. And I just wore what, skirt. SKIRT OKAY. SKIRT AR. SKIRTTTTTTTTT!!!!! And people came up to me, asking am I not tired of dressing up to sch everyday. I almost rolled my eyes okay. I do wear shorts btw. And I just wore a shirtdress as a top to school and denim shorts, a friend asked me Wah today dress so nice, going out later? I'm like NO? I think there'll come a day when I just heck care everyone and wear dress to school, Sharon's doing that now and she wore like spag dress to engine. HAHA SHE'S DAMN FUNNY.

Oh well, since you want CASUAL, i give you CASUAL.

I want to watch Zombieland and Paranormal Activity. Lol. Maybe like what Khaienn's friend says, I'm psychotic. No idea why girls cant want to watch such shows, do we have to act all girly and want to watch movies such as, what 10 Promises I Made To My Dog or something like that. Sorry, that's not me.

Have a freaking headache now that won't go away.

Friday, December 4, 2009

8:58 PM

I feel like slapping bbdc right now. Never tell me of my membership expiry and now then tell me, and it freaking expires tmr. Then worse, say can renew online, but they didnt give me any buttons to click on after i click on membership renewal. *&*%*(##! If it expires, goodbye to all my bookings. If they swallow all my money, I'm gonna stomp down to bbdc la. KNS.

Anw, just came back from camp. Was supposed to go to vivo today with khaienn and isabella but then I realised I forgot to bring house keys when I reached home. -.- so headed to my grandparents' and had a nap. Was damn tired. But the camp was rather slack actl.

I dont know, the rest think that an obligation is a bad thing. But to me, it's just feel that it's my responsibility or something like that. If they chance upon my blog, and think that it's bad, there's nothing i can do.

I was damn dumb to actl start doing situps again before I went for camp, and had muscle ache like waist down -.- and i marinated chicken meat, so no one can call me a princess okay (yea, shooting someone). I was telling my friend how stupid it is that the first aider is the most injured in the camp. Lol. First, I was smsing and left the milo and milk tin in one pigeonhole while waiting for a teacher to open the staff room door for me. Then the pigeonhole collapsed and the milo tin dropped on my feet. OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Then when we tried to teach the pitching of tent, i was untying the knot of the bag holding the poles. then Shikin just left everything out, and the poles fell on me. Now i have bruises on my feet and shoulder.

There was wii at the staff lounge lol. First night, we saw miss zhang playing it but we had serious stuff to settle, so we decided to play it the second night. But the controller no batt. Gosh la, how suay can we get.

I always thought how weird is it for someone with more serious attitude problems to insult others of attitude problem. And i dont understand what you gain by calling people of your own batch as dont-know-anything, it's not like you know everything. It has nothing to do with me. But i cant stand how spoilt she is. Probably that explains why I'm not close to her too.

Actually, I wonder if instructors or campers are more tired during camps. Not including preparation. Instructors will do more work but we're kinda fixed at an area sometimes, but I realised that sometimes, the campers are the one who run more.

My juniors, so little right. LOL. No sec4s, and not everyone turned up for camp. Spot a pair of twins! We seniors are so evil, we were laughing as we made them play this game, and this photo was taken after they fell.

Melissa, human knot.

I dont know why, this photo keep auto-rotate itself! im supposed to be standing at the top left corner. But anw, the focus is the roses. Damn pretty right. Our juniors gave it to us. Still got another present from the campfire. I'd have worn this out to town if it wasnt loose, but it is.

Still got Phoebe and Atiqah, went back to school. Left 4 of us when break camp.
Yup, this is my new hair length.

If I dont sense anything, then what exactly are we doing now?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

1:40 PM

Been really bored since exam ended. Going down to JSS soon. for gg camp.
I'm not afraid to admit it, but I'm quite sian about it. I offered help since I'm free anyway, and I dont know, I feel like I'm obliged to help since I'm a senior.

And, I don't know why I keep attracting freaks! ARGHHHHH.
Old men from facebook. Okay la, not exactly old. About 23.

One random guy just added me and send me a msg as well:

Hello:) hope to be your friend..how are you.. you got msn or yahoo messenger? what is your email address.. hope to get your message back soon.. :) nice meeting you val

Gosh la. Please. For a moment, I was irritated cos i hate people who dont know me well to call me val, but then again I realised why. Cos that's the name I put. LOL.

Why no hunks!? Maybe moii should startt talkiinggg liike thiis, wiib all the ii lubb euu worxxx and self take pictures from skyhigh angles and eyes open big.

I'm kidding about the hunks btw.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

5:30 PM

Gosh, how blur can I get. I actually got my gg camp dates wrong -.- I thought it's thurs to sat, and siti just told me to it's wed to fri. I'm actually going on Thurs but siti asked me to go down tmr night to accompany her to carry out the handicraft workshop. ALRIGHTTTT. Both of us were kinda reluctant cos we actl going down on thurs. Poor siti, CL then dragged down straight after her exam.

The 6 "Princesses" HAHA. Dont know who came up with the name. Cos we're the pioneer JSS GG batch, and we're the CL and PLs, it's according to the Disney Princesses. Lol. It's random, but mine's sleeping beauty. LOL

Planning for GG Camp back then, before the H1N1 hit.

GG Juniors, only know the Sec4s, but then again, I dont know any of them well. Lol. I not close to my juniors =)

OH OH!!!

All JSS UG hopped to Hockey =D Phyllis is second from right. Please don't drool, thank you.

Been 2 years since my Geog OUAP/ELP trip with jjc people to Adelaide =(
Miss Australia.

S23 came to see us off

S23 at Geog ELP

So sorry, this is the gender-separation thing u'll see when it's our first day. =)

Sheesh. All the tikos, looking at bikini babes.

Oh and that "porridge" Keeseng and I love to bitch about.

Who cares if she finds my blog, I'm no longer in JJ anyway.

I'm not a fan of pink, girly stuff. But REALLY, these cupcakes are damn delicious, these are the ones that made me love cupcakes. Gosh, I have to fly all the way to Adelaide if i wanna eat them again. -.-

Last day, going back to Singapore already. Those 2 u see, are.......... our bus drivers. HAHA. But we're rather close to them. And Siti (not the gg) drools after the guy. Lol. He's much better looking in reality, not like in the photos.

Oh, been almost a year since my family had a drama of our own. Can't believe it's been a year already. One shock came after another.

This is what I call a complete family.

Monday, November 30, 2009

2:54 PM

Okay Im pissed. I type out a post, and all gone. Lazy to retype. Just briefly.

Went for dental. And I was mistaken for a Sec4 -.-

Damn retard just woke up -.-

I need someone to teach me first aid.
!#*)@#%!*$">$!@)!#*)@#)%!*$'>!@)!#*)@#%!*$" GG camp coming up, and I still need to learn real first aid. If not I'm really sure some people will try to be funny with me again.

I've learnt and grown, stop all the bullshyt.
Okay, I think i'm just in a bad mood now.

Okay I edited the post.
Anw, I used to be interested in hearing about army life. Note: USED TO. But now, I think it's irritating. Guys, I understand that you all have to go through 2 years of sucky life, understand as in, I know u have to go through it, not that I can feel it. Talking about it once in a while is fine, but let me tell you, too often, GIRLS HATE IT. Now, almost every conversation, the guys will talk about army life. You dont hear us girls talking about menses to you often right!

To the next guy who comes and talk to me about army again, I'm gonna blast his ears with menses education.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

12:55 AM

I wonder how many people actually saw my retarded post from handphone. I'd like to officially declare,

Sem1Year1 of *bleahgrossdisgusting* NUS IS FINALLY OVER.

Liberated? Yes. Happy? Not really.
One month later, everything's back to sucky life once again.

Anw, these are the photos I took and edited during my boring study days, the first few actl. Cos the subsequent few days, I couldnt resist the laptop. I have another photo that I wanted to upload, but I can't until the person says okay. =(

Don't u think I drew the 7 very nice? That's the only one i like, I drew it like super fast anw. So it was more of abstract. LOL. I'm the next DaVinci. I'm not les though I openly declared my love for Phyllis (HAHAHA) and I wrote Beautiful Women. I was just listening to BSB's song so I randomly scribble that on the paper. And yea, my random working for practising epsilon-delta definition questions.

My best friends throughoout the exam:
My piano of 15years? Wonder when is it gonna spoil. Lol. But the peddle is noisy already.

Constantly watching old videos in my ipod. I think the colour is nice here, I have no idea how I took this picture in broad daylight.

The ant is too small to be taken, but THEY're always around to accompany me. Freak can. Dont know start from when, big-ants-nest came to my house and once in a while, they'll climb up to me. So I'll shoot (No, I dont kill like Melissa unless they come in a group) and my shooting skills are rather pro now, thanks to my exam-best friends. Aiya but my house is CLEAN LA. If you scared, then don't come.=)

Doesn't this remind you of JJC's pathway to out of school? Like imagine where THOSE are:

Cute right, the sticker. Disgusting right, the subject.

Actually thinking of it, Linear Algebra is actually the most fun mod of all 3. Irony.

Doesnt this book look familiar?

HAHAH JSS BOOK.

I'm gonna use my BBPS/BTPS book next sem. Pity I threw away all JWSS books. So many different types.

Er, this was something lame I did. Might as well upload it, but u can just ignore it. Boredom kills.

After exam, I straightaway went to cut my hair. I tend to drag it till I end the exams which results me in having super long hair, which I myself cannot stand it either. Then, my family and I went to westmall to watch this:

Initially I thought the movie sucks cos the main lead "died" but he actually didnt.. So, it was pretty alright. Kinda weird cos my uni friends think I have speak-weird-chinese-syndrome BUT I love such movies okay. I dont know why, dont u think these movies are damn nice! I love such chinese movies. Actually, I love most, but not retarded comedies with no storylines. I actually found someone who doesnt like JackNeo's movies too. Yea tough work and all, but it's always Hokkien languages, lots of laughter and jokes, then suddenly a super sad thing will happen, cry here and there, and good ending. ALWAYS THE SAME. I think my future boyfriend will be damn lucky, cos I'll love to watch such action films with him. I won't pester him to watch romantic shows, I'll want to watch but it wont be a MUST WATCH. But guys from my jc class says I'm weird. Cos we had a vote, and I'm the only girl in class who loves such movies.

Plan soooooo many things to do:

Complete all dramas/videos!
Learn to bake at least ONE thing and cook at least ONE
Play some piano
Complete my ff7, which i never seem to do
Meet up with Farhani, Elis
tlcn
Jenmey, Sharon
Hockey, maybe?
...and something else which I cannot rmb already

Coming up first, gg camp, then tanning with Yijie on Sunday! Meal with sokteng and chailing after that at vivo. Liberation is damn cool.

Decided to postpone my emo post. Time passes so fast, it's almost a year soon.

Friday, November 27, 2009

1:58 AM

I LOVE PHYLLIS BAHHHHHH

Haha, wasnt meant on purpose. Talking about the bahhhhhh. HAHA
My scandal.

Anw, some mathsfreak didnt know we can use helpsheet for stats gem paper. WOW, so assuring. kns. Oooh speak of the devil at msn. (cos i countered his pm with my own pm). And then I suddenly remember something that I want to haolian about. HAHA. Soooo me. But I topped my sec1 class for maths and english okay. Mr Lee LS gave us back our EngPaper. (girls, stop the MrLee scandal, he's MARRIED ALREADY) LOL SECONDARY ONE. And that reminds me, the Scrabble thing i was forced to join with Clement, Nicholas Chee & ZY -.-
Crap man. Miss those 97m-days. Now, I think it's more likely of 9.7m-days. And yes, both upon 100.

Anw, be thankful at least I called u mathsfreak. It's grossed when Yuxiang called me mathsbird. WTHECK IS A MATHSBIRD. I look like I have wings huh? And speaking of Yuxiang, that reminds me.

(Quite beginning of sec1 days)
Yuxiang was looking out of the window, in Sarah's direction
....then suddenly mid of the lesson
Sarah: *raises hand straight up high* MISS TJIOE! That guy looking at me! (points at YX)
Yuxiang: Walao who want to look at you. I looking outside la.

This is classic. 1-4 ppl will probably never forget this.

At msn, Melissa is scolding me for not concentrating to study for stats. Fierce sia.
And she says I always bully youcheng. Eh be honoured about it okay. If I bully you, it means we're still friends. Hahaha, that's my logic. Or u can opt for the Ryan-BCB-treatment
=)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

7:31 PM

Reminisce hockey days. Miss the fun times so much.

This stick is damn cute right. Hockey girls celebrated Huifern's, Sokteng's and my birthday after training then. And the little boy at HockeyV (forgot his name), gave 3 of us this stick which was supposed to be on sale! Damn nice.

Tried to sneak into arcade. Cheryl's jacket was huge for me, and i look like LRRH here, Huiyee just had to be the wolf.

Wah, all so hot. =P Okay la, u gotta admit we do have some really goodlooking girls in the team. And yes, im not inside sadly=( LOL.

Sickening trainings by sickening coach.

Sprint 50m, 100m, 200m, and finally 400M. Was so dehydrating till u can taste that your saliva is getting sticky because we cant go on water break.

But there was one day, a few of us decided to play Zong Ji Mi Ma, that number game. But we pranked others. First victim was Victoria. We collaborated and made it that she'll definitely get the number. Forfeit was the matchmaker was a mole stunt. HILARIOUS. HAHA. Then it was Cheryl, this certain soccer guy I dont know, Alex from guys team, and forgot who else already. You've been PUNK'D!
Gosh, crazy days.

After HockeyCamp, we played HeartAttack. Can u imagine, like 10 over girls playing with a little boy and the screams in the game. Super super funny.

Sharon and I was pranked by Seb that he's upset over his tennis loss. And to think I praised Loonyuan about his character to make him feel better. To get back, we had Huiyee to call Loonyuan.

Hi, are u the Secretary of JJC Tennis? I really like u alot. I am Samuel, ehhh no, i mean Samantha, I just undergo a sex change.

Gosh. And she faked an accent. Damn funny la. And we messaged Loonyuan with stupid way of talking: Hii, are euu....?? I really lub euu worxxxxxxx. HAHA. The dumb things we can do when we're bored.

And when we were chatting about people in school are saying Number8&10 are pretty. I was 9 (unofficial) and I asked how come no one said 9. So the other girls started saying OH YEAH. NUMBER 9 SOOO PRETTY LA. Damn chio! And there were 3 guys nearby, think it was MoonJun and 2 others, so MoonJun asked the other guys, eh who's number9 uh? Just after I heard him asking the guys, Huiyee shouted so loudly, I AM NUMBER9!!! She was utterly embarrassed when I told her the guys' conversation.

If only we could go back to those days. Human only learn to appreciate things once it's gone. When can we ever learn.

If, and only if.

Crap. Look at what Maths has done to me. Screw bijection.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

6:57 PM

This exam is crap.

Econs, forget it. I think im gonna fail.

Today's "fundamental" concepts of maths was crap. SERIOUSLY CRAP. Damn difficult can. Kao. I think mathematicians need to look up the definition of fundamental. And I definitely fail already because the solutions are uploaded online already. And I barely had any correct answers. KAO.

Despite Linear&Calculus being manageable, I had damn careless mistakes. So for every paper, I'm at the bottom of the bellcurve.

ARGH.

Paper on stats this Saturday. Shall not place any hopes on that either.

I MUST not be demoralised by this exam. I MUST be motivated and work harder next time. I know I can do it and I will.

I'll try not to think about it, it's just gonna make me upset. Though it's hard.

HAHA I did this. Was really bored studying yday.
Nice??? =D

This was way way back then. When I still cant match my clothes -.- I think 2006? When I still kept in contact with them. Now, nvm.

I look too retarded here. But I love this photo. Haha. Og8girls=D Before our motivators part at BigHandsSmallImpact event at vivo. Hais, that was when jc life JUST started.

hey 4-4, rmb this!! Dixon threw cake at Mr Hoe. This was hilarious. And the chase around school. But now heck him, he only cares about Calister anw. lol.

I've been playing solitaire alot. I always do during exam period. It's retarded but during O's and A's, I played and told myself before the start of each game, if I can complete it, then I'll pass Physics or do well for Chinese or blahblah. This time, I didn't tell myself anything related to studies. Cos I know I wont do well. I told myself something else. Something that I myself has no clue either.

I really like Jason Mraz's song, this is one song I'm super hooked onto. But the lyrics are so wrong. I've been there, and it's nowhere near lucky. Oh yeah, maybe I M, found out what kind of person he really is.
Love LadyGaga too. Oooh BadRomance.

Monday, November 23, 2009

4:55 PM

Just came back from Econs and Calculus paper.
Econs suck like shyt la. Melissa and Jessica had so many common answers and I have so many wrong. I hate econs can. Im SO not used to the way questions are phrased.

And we have a question like this
The "macks" from the lecture .... wow, from the lecture.

I think im gonna fail econs. CRAP.
I remember someone ever told me that between econs and geog, one is hard to study one is hard to score. Now i've been there, I can elab.
Econs: Easy to study, hard to score.
Geog: Hard to study, easy to score.

Calculus paper was alright. BUT I made freaking careless mistakes again. Otherwise I could have gotten high marks (excluding last 2 proving questions). No working marks Im sure, cos my mistake was from the beginning. 13marks flew off, just like that. Is there ECF IN NUS, like I'm asking seriously! Can anyone answer me?

In uni, you really really can't afford careless mistakes. Cos if the paper's easy, everyone knows how to answer. And on the bellcurve, you're behind. I won't say I dont care, cos I do. And my friends know I am competitive.

Chailing was just telling me about one of her friend, coming to school today and started blabbering that she hasnt studied for 1100 and was slacking over the weekend. Oh yeah sure. Whatever. We tell u ORH, but then we really dont care. If u didnt study, you could be flustered already. And keep on going SHYT the whole time. I think Chailing is like the most unique friend ever, always coming to school and get people to guess what time she slept the previous day, just to show how hard she worked and her record. I still remember those 4-4 days.

Day1: Slept at 3am?
Day2: 4am?
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Dayn: 5.30am, woke up at 6am to go school for bio paper.

I think you need Nobel Prize. HAHA

Maybe, I should just go tell Wang Fei just how hot he looks.
=)
And I totally love the PI shirt he often wears.

Argh, freaking gaussian in linear.
Argh, WHOLE PAPER OF ECONS.
Argh, bloody fence in calculus. Build fence then build la. Need so nice when face the road for what. People drive past, only glance.

Back to 1100 =(
After tmr's paper, gonna have some rest.